Why can’t I be myself anymore? Where did my personality go?

2021.09.27 08:40 fenteap Why can’t I be myself anymore? Where did my personality go?

The older I get, with depression, the more serious and lacking in a sense of fun or humor I am. I am also losing my sense of self.
I also have almost lost complete sense of my personality. 96% of the time I’m not myself, I’m not anything. I’m just sitting there around my friends passively existing or saying a few throw away words.
I can’t “vibe” with anyone. My energy always feels off. I always feel alienated. I always feel disconnected. What the fuck is wrong with me?!
I went to a social mixer to try to put myself out there. People approached me several times to talk to me, and even complimented my looks and clothes. I’m well put together.
But then Immediately after saying thank you I would feel like they picked up on my energy and the conversation would die, and they would feel like there’s nothing there and leave.
I know I’m a cool person, i do cool things, I have a lot to say and I’m expressive, but I just can’t be myself at all anymore. I can’t be funny or joke around and when I try it’s like no one hears. I’m always off in some way. It’s like everyone can pick up on my energy.
I have a lot of trouble connecting with people. I feel alienated from people. It’s like I’m anti charisma. It’s not even awkwardness. It’s nothing. I feel like I’m a puff of smoke.
After trying for 3 hours I gave up and went to my car and cried.
I missed my ex who I connected with very strongly and instantly
I started feeling very suicidal it’s like am I going to be alienated from everyone all my life?
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2021.09.27 08:40 K3V1N19 Shipwreck location today

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2021.09.27 08:40 GamzenQ Learning to Pray Rather Than Read the Office

I have been "praying" The Daily Office for about 2 months now, but I recently realized I may just be reading along rather than actually praying. I don't want to just read. I want to ensure I am truly praying the office and spending time with God and having my heart open to him.
I come from a non-liturgical background, so I am use to prayers not being written down. You usually just pray using your own words. What suggestions do you have or how do you approach the office so get you are paying and not just reading?
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2021.09.27 08:40 wrensandfoxes When you realise there are no midday snackies coming your way…

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2021.09.27 08:40 TurbulentTraining Will there be any sports clubs open to join during the winter?

Any sport is fine to me I’m open to trying anything here
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2021.09.27 08:40 Hugh-Mungus-Humphrey :)

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2021.09.27 08:40 LupinEverest I got no clue what to call this thing

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2021.09.27 08:40 bigblack_attack Live to ride brother!

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2021.09.27 08:40 Cbrip31 Heavy lag despite games being around 25ms ping?

Last year never had no lag then speeding up afterwards. In this game it happens every match at least 3 times at terrible times.
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2021.09.27 08:40 prawnbiryani 💗☁🍦🌸🧁🤍🦩

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2021.09.27 08:40 Eagle3066 🚀 H y p e r L a u n c h 🚀 | 💰 Private Sale Starting Soon 💰

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Project Details
HyperLaunch is our custom developed presale application designed to simplify defi project presale campaigns. It functions as a standalone application that enables projects to launch their presale funding campaigns at a lower cost, because we know an intuitive and easy process is key for a smooth launch. HyperLaunch will also integrate with our HyperGate exchange to create a smooth and seamless sales process. HyperLaunch will be phase one of our ecosystem development with the development to begin shortly after our presale campaign.
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2021.09.27 08:40 Crypto_Linns 2021.9.27$MINA fell through the flag oscillation after a rapid pull-up rally, to the position of the front structure, short-term excess energy is sufficient, if the breakthrough ahead of the structure is likely to continue to pull up, support $ 4.3, pressure $ 4.7.

2021.9.27$MINA fell through the flag oscillation after a rapid pull-up rally, to the position of the front structure, short-term excess energy is sufficient, if the breakthrough ahead of the structure is likely to continue to pull up, support $ 4.3, pressure $ 4.7. submitted by Crypto_Linns to NoWhereButNowHere [link] [comments]


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2021.09.27 08:40 TripleB333 Decklist Help-Eldlich Zombie Control

1x Seven Cities of the Golden Land
3x ConquistadoHuaquero of the Golden Land
3x Eldlich the Golden Lord
2x Eldlixir of White Destiny
2x Eldlixir of Black Awakening
3x Eldlixir of Scarlet Sanguine
3x Ash Blossom and Joyous Spring
3x Effect Veiler
3x Doomking Balerdroch
3x Zombie World
2x Chaos Dragon Levianeer
1x Chaos Creator
1x Terraforming
1x Metaverse
2x Super-Polymerization
1x Red-Eyes Fusion
1x Dark Magician
1x Foolish Burial
2x Book of Life
2x Solemn Judgment
2x Appointer of the Red Lotus
Extra Deck:
1x Predaplant Verte Anaconda
1x Red-Eyes Dark Dragoon
2x Eldlich the Mad Golden Lord

This is a an Eldlich/Zombie control deck I've been thinking about for awhile. I also kind of want to fit in uni-zombie and mezuki, but I'm unsure of what I'd replace, and I have too much already. Any advice would be appreciated-particularly in weeding cards out of the main deck and filling out the extra deck.
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2021.09.27 08:40 Accomplished-Bag-164 Baby FootBall Token | 10% BUSD Rewards | Doxxed Dev | Huge Marketing Budget | Chineese Whales already In | Launching Now

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📣 Roadmap

•Website Launched

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•Heavy influencer marketing pre and post launch

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Please note Admins Will never Dm you first and please be aware of other copy coins

LP Locked: https://deeplock.io/lock/0x0964d200e1b0bfe73bc5ace85c72a9813e5034bb

Contract: 0x6e91730b224b66739e94ee18300b96720a3daf2f

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2021.09.27 08:40 Swimming-Will-2748 Michael Schur, Tina Fey, or Dan Harmon? Who do you love the most as writer/producer/director? What do you love and dislike about your favorite, and what is something you love about your least favorite one of these writers and their time on your favorite shows?

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2021.09.27 08:40 bbreeaannaa Does anyone have the BAGCED flowchart?

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2021.09.27 08:40 pauklzorz Can someone identify the pens in this?

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2021.09.27 08:40 xponentialdesign Pre-80s Low Poly IV | 08-28-20 | by Xponentialdesign

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2021.09.27 08:40 NewsElfForEnterprise Cloud-based email services: Everything you need to know

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2021.09.27 08:40 testsieger73 Regarding "recommended languages"

About half of South Americans live in Brazil, so technically there should be half the servers for Spanish and the other half for Portugese. But there are only 3 servers for "Spanish & English", and the other 23 have no recommendation.
Less than 10% of Europeans speak English as a native language. There are several servers for German, French, Spanish, Italian, Polish "& English". However, 50 out of 67 servers recommend no language, and the game has a very vocal and active Russian and Turkish fan base.
Will these 50 European servers without language recommendation be a total chaos of Russian, Turkish, English, and Greek in the chat box? Amazon is a global multi gazillion dollar company, and I wonder if this is the best strategy they could come up with.
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2021.09.27 08:40 solsticenoosa Looking for inspiration. What are some of the highest quality streams you've come across (production and/or entertainment wise)?

Less interested in the majoknown ones - more interested in the up and coming yet-to-be-discovered gems. Who are they, and what makes them great?
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2021.09.27 08:40 Nofaptillidie1 Feeling ill without semen retention

As the title says I had sex a lot last week after a long hard mode streak, I have felt ill every day after like headache sickness extreme tiredness…
Do I have an underlying health issue that semen retention was helping to cover the pain? I am struggling right now and I have to go to work soon
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2021.09.27 08:40 Duckspotrocks [Help] how to save shsh blobs

I have a iPad mini 5 on iOS 13.2.3 and I want to save its shsh blobs for iOS 13.2.3 so I can update to iOS 15 and downgrade later. I can jailbreak this iPad if needed or use a computer.
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2021.09.27 08:40 Prof-zEEnEn If AOT characters were in real life , how would they make money for living.

I mean what profession.
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